I Adopted a Boy After Promising God I’d Give Another Child a Home If My Daughter Survived – On His 18th Birthday, a Stranger Came to My Door and Revealed the Truth About Him
Two folded pages slid out. I opened the first one.
And I stopped breathing.
The handwriting.
I would’ve known it from a grocery list on the other side of the world. The little loop on the y’s. The way the capital P leaned backward as though it were trying to look over its own shoulder. A whole page of it, unmistakable now, every letter another confirmation.
Yolanda.
I stopped breathing.
My sister Yolanda, whom I hadn’t spoken to in 15 years. I’d walked out on her in a lawyer’s office over our mother’s will and never called again. I’d heard through a cousin that she’d died of something long and quiet a few years earlier.
I hadn’t gone to bury her because I told myself that door had been closed for too long already.
I sat down hard on the porch step.
“Petra,” the letter began. “If you’re reading this, then Mr. Frankson kept his promise and Noah made it to 18.”
I’d walked out on her.
I made a sound I didn’t recognize.
“I’m so sorry. I’ve written this letter a hundred times, and every version was a coward’s letter. This one is going to be the same too, but I’m running out of time to write a better one.”
I took a deep breath and continued reading.
I made a sound I didn’t recognize.
“I had a son, Noah. He was two when I got sick, and I knew I wasn’t going to get better. I couldn’t call you. Too much had been said, and most of it by me. Noah’s father wouldn’t raise him alone, so we asked one person to help us, Mr. Frankson.”
I pressed the heel of my hand to my mouth.
“He placed him for adoption. I didn’t mean for him to end up with you, Petra. Mr. Frankson kept watch over Noah and told me you’d accidentally adopted him. I don’t know what sorcery lined things up that way. But I was grateful that he’d found his way to you.”
The porch seemed to tilt beneath me.
“He was two when I got sick.”