I Took My Terminally Ill Daughter to See the Ocean to Fulfill Her Final Wish – Then the Hotel Manager Came to Our Room and Said, ‘There’s Something About This Trip You Don’t Know’
Then another.
“To my favorite little customer,” the hospital janitor wrote. “Those lollipops I gave you were never really for cheering you up. They were to thank you for cheering me up.”
There were dozens more.
“They were to thank you for cheering me up.”
“There are so many,” I breathed.
I flipped through the rest of the envelopes.
I counted thirty-odd letters for Sophie.
Right at the bottom of the box, I found one envelope that was different from the rest.
Dad had written my name across it.
I opened it with shaking fingers.
I found one envelope that was different from the rest.
My dear girl,
If you’re reading this, I didn’t make it to the ocean with you. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you I was sick, but I couldn’t do that to you, not when it’s been so hard with Sophie.
I also couldn’t leave you thinking you were alone.
So I asked everyone who ever loved our Sophie to write a letter telling her what makes her so special.
I couldn’t leave you thinking you were alone.
This box is your proof that you have a whole village behind you.
Don’t ever forget that.
And don’t let sadness stop you from enjoying your time with Sophie at the ocean. We don’t know what tomorrow will bring any of us, sweetheart, so make the most of today.
I pressed the letter to my chest and cried into Sophie’s hair.
“Mommy, why are you crying?”
We don’t know what tomorrow will bring any of us, sweetheart.
“Because I love your Grandpa so much, baby, and I miss him…”
I forced myself to take a breath.
Then I smiled at Sophie.
“But he said in this letter that he wants us to have fun at the beach, so that’s what we’re going to do, right?”
Sophie reached up to wipe my tears and nodded.
I forced myself to take a breath.
